I Considered Suicide Because of Rihanna - Chris Brown

I Considered Suicide Because of Rihanna - Chris Brown

After keeping mute for years, Chris Brown has finally decided to make some money off his run ins with the law, especially the assault on his then girl friend, Rihanna, for which he was convicted.

In his soon to be released documentary titled "Welcome to my Life: The Official Chris Brown Documentary", Chris speaks about the infamous 2009 Grammys night incident as well as how it affected his life saying he went from being on top of the world, No. 1 songs, being kind of like America's sweetheart to being Public Enemy No. 1.

He added "This is the first time I get to say anything...I felt like a f--king monster. I was thinking about suicide, I wasn't sleeping, I barely ate...I just was getting high. If there was ever a doubt in your mind Chris Brown was done, he was finished...I wouldn't bet on it." He however didn't say what he was getting high on. Drugs or alcohol...or both.

Featured in the trailer are top acts including Usher, JLo and Mary J. Blige. Fellow woman-beater Mike Tyson also featured.